strong as lightening. soft as a candle.

ok about the proactive nature of people... or lack there of. I just am getting really fed up with people complaining about the way their lives are going, but instead of going out and trying new things, they are extremely complacent and basically "accept defeat". Now, I can't say that I am 100% happy with where my life is at this point in time, but I am proud to say that I haven't given up. I don't know if it is that people are scared to try new things or what... but like they say "Ameteurs built the ark. Professionals built the Titanic."

But even worse than being complacent, is turning to something that is self destructive in hopes that maybe it'll help the time go by faster. But i guess i shouldn't have expected anything more, right?

On another note, the conversations between Longmont and Thornton are getting better and better every night haha. But tonight, I was told "did you even think that the one thing you are pushing away is the one thing that you might really need?" but, no clarification was offered as to what this "thing" was that I am supposedly pushing away. I was told "think about it, and if it is meant to work, it'll work. and if you don't want it to work, it won't." WTF? I'm a very literal person and i hate it when people say things like that to me. I have enough things to figure out in life, I don't need your mumbo jumbo on my mind too. If you are trying to tell me something, just tell me. I don't like playing games.

Well, i DO like board games. hahaha.

see Kristin, i told you my blogs are not as interesting as yours. you should write stories.

my first blog ever

i've come to the conclusion today that i have no sympathy for people who are not proactive in life. I'll talk about this more later.